Two main things that reminded me of him today,
1. i saw a poster for Deathnote. Haha.
2. when wilson sent me this message on my latecoming
Anyway, thing is, i really miss his funny accent, his dumb actions, his rosy cheeks ! Hahahaha.
I remember the first day we knew each other. I slapped him. I'm not gonna elaborate on it. But yea.
As i got to know him better, i realised that he's one of the most vulgar guys i knew and as far as i know, he the only guy i know of that scolded a girl with such language. But then, i slap him really often, so i guess we even out.
It's like while he and the guys tease me really often, ki's one of them who knows when to stop. He rarely does it for long and usually before you know it, he's helping me defect and defend against them.
I miss the messages i get every single morning asking whether i was in school yet and where i was. Him, tagging along with me for my first ever bio lecture (which was so uber boring) because no one among us took the subject besides me.
Joseph and khairi's constant jokes about the rich kid and his lil' toys. Us being mistaken as being together because we seemed really close.
The first person i cried to and poured out to from this school. On my birthday even. Haha. While i met many new people after that initial few months, i guess, he's one of those that really left an impact in me. Somedays i just wish that he were still here. Till now i still dont understand his decision.
He and his honey lemon. I guess, the thing about ki is that, while he might tease at times, he doesnt push too much. Then, you know he cares. Not that the people now in school dont. Just that, ki's the type you know, really cares for you and and doesnt in the least fear showing his concern for you. And i guess, that's what really matters for people like me.
I dont just want your love, i want to know you love.
Maybe that's why i never found any other guy that's worth it after daniel.
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